the not so  itinerantphotog

2006 remembered


EAST COKER
a selection from number 2/iii of "Four Quartets"
                                                                             T.S. Eliot


I said to my soul, be still, and wait without hope
For hope would be hope for the wrong thing; wait without love,
For love would be love of the wrong thing; there is yet faith
But the faith and the love and the hope are all in the waiting.
Wait without thought, for you are not ready for thought:
So the darkness shall be the light, and the stillness the dancing.
Whisper of running streams, and winter lightning.
The wild thyme unseen and the wild strawberry,
The laughter in the garden, echoed ecstasy
Not lost, but requiring, pointing to the agony
Of death and birth.

                                    You say I am repeating
Something I have said before. I shall say it again.
Shall I say it again?

 

                                    In order to arrive there,
To arrive where you are, to get from where you are not,
    You must go by a way wherein there is no ecstasy.
In order to arrive at what you do not know
    You must go by a way which is the way of ignorance.
In order to possess what you do not possess
    You must go by the way of dispossession.
In order to arrive at what you are not
    You must go through the way in which you are not.
And what you do not know is the only thing you know
And what you own is what you do not own
And where you are is where you are not.

another trip to central asia

lyabi haus

earning my screen name
most alive & at peace
tashkent 9/11
meat you NEED, girl
a little snack
that nowhere place
by god or by Ulug
one of us
VERY tasty
backlog
uyghur circumcision
the beach
maybe he’s hurt
kalon girls
no way to make a living
because you don’t have kids
step out of its grasp
why he won’t marry her
guka
fear and loss
let it go
december 29
karmic conundrum
shaman by night
deliberate, terrific refusal
2006 in a nutshell
update from home
april again
sunday
film list
biju wisdom
stress stream
just let me rest
sheherezade
to be dazzled
feast on your life
santa cruz with jorge
doing, and how

sherry explains
two parts exaggerated
a mistake?
mom shoots back


tour 2000
home base